I have long been interested in psychedelics, but have not used them. I had however a similar effect when I came so close to realizing my dream, but my self sabotaging almost destroyed it completely. At that point I had the same scene you have described in twitter playing out in front of a mirror, and I completely took control of that part of myself again, instead of letting it continue sabotaging me.
The next few days I spent taking in the whole world again, as if I saw everything again for the first time. It was a powerful experience, but it took almost losing everythign for it to happen.
I have long been interested in psychedelics, but have not used them. I had however a similar effect when I came so close to realizing my dream, but my self sabotaging almost destroyed it completely. At that point I had the same scene you have described in twitter playing out in front of a mirror, and I completely took control of that part of myself again, instead of letting it continue sabotaging me.
The next few days I spent taking in the whole world again, as if I saw everything again for the first time. It was a powerful experience, but it took almost losing everythign for it to happen.